The mornings in Arizona arrive differently than anywhere else I've known. The desert doesn't ease you into the day so much as it unveils itself in a hush that feels deliberate, as if it's been waiting all night to stage a private show of light and shadow.
I wake early and make a cup of warm tea before the first heat presses against the windows. The house is quiet, the walls still holding on to the coolness of the night. When I step outside, the air feels clean, almost fragile — as if it might vanish with too much movement. The sky is the pale blue of porcelain, widening with each breath.
The neighborhood is still. Palo verde trees lean over the sidewalks, their green bark catching the first light. A quail family sometimes scurries across the gravel path, the chicks a quick blur behind their mother. The faint creosote scent lingers from last week's rain, sharp and medicinal, though the ground has already dried. Farther off, an air-conditioning unit hums awake, steady as a heartbeat.
There's a short path from my door to the street. Gravel shifts beneath my sandals with a soft crunch that reminds me I'm here. The neighbors are not yet outside, but their homes speak. I hear sprinklers ticking in careful rhythm, a wind chime moving without wind, and the faint scent of brewed coffee drifting from a half-open window. These aren't grand sounds, not remarkable on their own, but together they shape the first music of the day.
From the corner of the street, I can see the mountains. They don't glow the way postcards suggest — they're matte, steady, shouldering the horizon with a patience I want to match. The saguaros stand in quiet salute, arms raised as if in a ceremony only the desert understands.
I pause here every day, with my cup warm in hand. I never rush this part. The light begins to stretch across the road, spilling gold into pavement cracks, sharpening the shadows of mesquite trees. The air lingers with the faint sweetness of citrus from a tree down the block. It reminds me of childhood mornings, when the world felt new simply because the day had begun.
But I can't help thinking how different this is from the mornings I knew in Lagos.
There, the day announced itself before the light ever broke. The streets carried sound like weather — layered, humid, and constant. Hawkers moved through the neighborhoods balancing trays of bread and groundnuts on their heads, voices rising in rhythmic chants that echoed down the road. A danfo bus would rattle past, its conductor leaning out the door, slapping the metal side while calling, “Ikorodu wa o, Ikorodu wa o,” each word slicing through the air with practiced ease.
The hiss of akara frying in hot oil mingled with the sharp, savory scent drifting from roadside stalls. The smell of wood smoke curled above the roofs, anchoring the morning in both sound and scent before the sun had even climbed the sky.
Even the roosters crowing at dawn had to compete with the chorus of generators sputtering back to life after the night. By the time the light reached the tops of the buildings, Lagos had already been awake for hours — full and unrelenting.
Arizona doesn't move like that. It is slower. More patient. Less demanding. It doesn't pull me into its rhythm — it leaves space for me to arrive on my own.
This quiet, on this unremarkable street with its gravel path and scattered shadows, has become the rhythm that steadies me. I carry it into the rest of my day, even when the noise and heat catch up. But so too do I carry Lagos — not in sound alone, but in the memory of what it feels like to rise inside a city already in motion.
And so I stand a little longer, holding both mornings in my chest — the hush of Arizona, the pulse of Lagos — until I feel ready to step forward.
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Written by Haftal for Highest Fade